I got my MFA. Now what?

I still don’t know what I want to be when I grow up.

I know, I know, it sounds cliche and pathetic. But it’s true.

Two years ago, I went back to school while continuing to work full time. I decided to pursue a master of fine arts in creative writing because I wanted to get better at my craft. I wanted to write more novels. Plus, I wanted to do a program that allowed me to focus on reading and writing instead of studying, quizzes, and tests. I always knew it was for personal development, not necessarily to land a certain job.

In May 2025, I graduated from Fairleigh Dickinson University’s MFA program, where I specialized in young adult and children’s literature. After working in research for over 5 years, I was ready for a career change. But to be honest, I still didn’t know what I wanted to do or what my options were with my degree. I knew I liked working in higher education, though.

My eyes would hurt from staring at my Macbook’s screen and scrolling down Indeed. Project Coordination? I can do that. Grant Manager? Sounds cool. Something in the legal field? Seems intense. Should I try for a leadership role? I still feel young and like I won’t be taken seriously. Professor? It doesn’t hurt to try teaching at a community college.

Job application after job application later, I only landed two interviews, and I didn’t receive a job offer from either place. In fact, one of those jobs decided not to hire anyone for the role at all. There was even one company I applied to that emailed me a rejection the morning after I applied.

I continued applying. But at the same time, it was discouraging to read, “Over 100 people clicked apply” on LinkedIn job postings. On Indeed, if a job posting had already been up for a month, was it even still worth applying to? My mind spiraled with endless questions. How are these companies even reviewing these applications? With AI? How in the world will my application stand out? How can I break into a new field? How will I negotiate my salary? What if I hate my new job?

For now, I’ve decided to take a step back. It’s not like I’m in a rush to leave my current workplace. I’m grateful for my job and for security. In the meantime, I can fill my time with other things. Like finishing my novel. Thinking of my passions and what I want to do with my life. Traveling. Spending time with friends and family. Taking a breather.

I guess we’ll see what’s next. The job market just sucks right now, and that’s okay. To anyone reading this who’s in the same boat, know that you’re not alone. We’re in this together. We’ve got this.